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what? you gotta do an outro too.
2005-04-18-9:45 a.m.

This is it folks. Last entry for me on D-Land. I've been neglecting this diary for damn near 2 years now, and it's time to admit that it's never coming back.

That's partially because Andrew can't run a fucking website, and lost all my old entries and my other diary, in addition to all the times he's fucked up my gold memberships and a gift gold membership I bought etc. There are just better, more up to date, easier to use, and less crash prone websites out there.

And for now, I'm at least partially more active on myspace.
Check it out for some pictures, blogging and all that other crap.

I still read a few diaries here, Jerry (Majnoon, who I see every week anyway), Bill (fadein) and Tea (And).

Basically the whole point of my starting this was that I had a lot of free time at my last job, and I had a lot of frustration about the job, about where I was living, about girls etc.

But now I've pretty much worked all that out. I found a great job, moved to the city, got a great house, finally had a long and meaningful relationship that ran it's course and finallly got comfortable with the women/sex/dating thing. (although I'll never get women 100 percent obviously). I figured out what I want to do with my life, and just basically got all the things I wanted when I started this diary.

So the answer to the question of "Whatever happened to the guy who got everything he wanted?" is: He became a different person, and now he has new goals.

I wish I had kept up with it more though. I can re read old entries and suprise myself. It's amazing how many things you forget about yourself. How many things you sugarcoat or how our mind distorts things to fit our current views. Reading what I wrote at the time though I realize the truth or what had happened.

Anyway, that's it. I'm out, thanks for reading.


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